
Unfortunately, there arose a theology in the Church that mirrored this philosophy of self-interest; in fact, its overarching theme was the economy of salvation. In this theology we look to perform certain acts of piety and good works for the acquisition of merit that we can then apply toward our salvation. Indulgenced prayers, pilgrimages and good works that had indulgences attached to them, and the works of mercy were all pursued with the end in mind of our own salvation. Good works led to merit; sin led to loss of merit - and thus our whole lives were placed on a balance sheet of assets and liabilities that focused solely on our self-interest in our own personal salvation.
The readings for today's Mass paint an entirely different picture and theology of salvation. The wisdom writer who composed the book of Sirach focuses our attention on the virtue of humility. The word humility has its origin in the Latin word 'humus' which means soil. The virtue of humility, according to the wisdom writer, focuses our attention on the true nature of our lives - that we are made from soil and to soil we will return. By recognizing our nature as being a creature entirely dependent for our existence and all that we have on the love of God we can arrive at a humble view of ourselves.
We might think that the Pauline book of Hebrews provides us with a vision of the reward for humility in describing the heavenly Jerusalem. Yet, the author does not use the term reward. Instead, this heavenly Jerusalem is a gift of God open to all who have faith. It is entirely a gift that cannot in any way be earned through the merits of our own actions. The realization of heaven as a gift again leads us to a posture of humility. The fact that we cannot earn this gift through our own efforts is a liberating realization.
The realization of our position as a creature and the realization of faith and heaven as a gift lead us to another epiphany: we cannot live our lives as we had before. In our past lives we conducted our affairs with our self-interest in mind. Now, however, we live not for ourselves but for others. The parable Jesus gives in the Gospel text today may appear to be directed toward our self-interest: the strategy of finding the best seat in the house may seem like using the pretense of humility in order to advance our own self-interest. However, Jesus commands the listeners to invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, and the blind to their parties. These folks cannot repay us in any way; there is no possibility of self-interest in such an act.
Some have used the last line of the text to argue for a theology of merit: "For you will be repaid at the resurrection of the righteous." Yet, such a reward is the life of imitating Christ in our lives. In all of his actions Jesus showed complete disinterest in his own fate; his concern was only in the welfare of others. That is the essence of humility: to empty ourselves and take the form of a slave to serve others without any thought of reward in this life or in the life to come.
The great 19th century poet Gerard Manley Hopkins captured well the goal of love. May this closing thought lead us to live such lives for the greater glory of God:
O God, I love thee, I love Thee -
Not out of hope of heaven for me
Nor fearing not to love and be
In the everlasting burning.
Thou, Thou, my Jesus, after me
Didst reach Thine arms out dying,
For my sake sufferedst nails and lance,
Mocked and marred countenance,
Sorrows passing number,
Sweat and care and cumber,
Yea and death, and this for me,
And Thou couldst see me sinning;
Then I, why should not I love Thee,
Jesus, so much in love with me?
Not for heaven's sake; not to be
Out of hell by loving Thee;
Not for any gains I see;
But just the way that Thou didst me
I do love and I will love Thee:
What must I love Thee, Lord, for then?
For being my king and God. Amen.