Avoiding the Encounter

Gospel: Luke 10: 38-42

Whenever we are with the Lord there is the temptation to say and do so many different things, to fill the time with things we find meaningful and important.  The silence is uncomfortable, so we fill it with noise, with our constant talking.  The stillness is awkward, so we replace it phrenetic movement and rubrics.  But in seeking to replace the silence and stillness with our own words and actions, we are in effect attempting to control the relationship with God.

We must be first to speak and act because we are afraid of what God might say and do.  We think we can delay or alter whatever things God will say and do.  We do not want to listen; we do not want God to direct us to certain actions.  So, we are about many things, all the while neglecting - no, avoiding and running from the one thing necessary: silence and stillness with the Lord, to listen and be led by God.

So today is a good day to begin the practice of sitting in silence and stillness before God - to say and do nothing.  Just remain and listen to the voice of God within.  It might be a good practice to attend a Mass without music, one where silence is intentional in certain parts of the liturgy, and to attend to that silence and appreciate the stillness.  There, we will find what Mary found at table with the Lord.