Gospel: Matthew 14: 13-21
The Gospels always present at least two possible paths to follow in every scenario. There is the path of the disciples and others who continually look for reasons not to do something, not to help another. In today's Gospel portion they tell Jesus that the crowd is just too large, that they cannot go to the village for food as it is too far, that they just do not have enough provisions to care for everyone. Here, the modern disciples would create conditions of exclusion - the worthy poor, illegals - in order to limit care to others.
But then there is the path of Jesus, who always finds a way to help others without qualification or discrimination. Here, he challenges the disciples - go to the village, feed them yourselves. Each solution offered by the Lord is met with an objection. Yet, Jesus provides for everyone. No litmus tests, no checking for lawful status, no worthiness criteria. He just feeds everyone simply because they are hungry, much like the invitation of the prophet in the first reading from Isaiah 55.
Christians love to call themselves disciples of the Lord Jesus, as if that title is a positive thing, as if that is our goal in the spiritual life. In the Gospels the path of the disciple is the one that leads away from the cross; it is not a positive connotation. For the Gospels are not about being a disciple, but rather about being the Lord in all we do. Today we are challenged to be the Lord Jesus in our service and care for others in the world.