Gospel: Matthew 14: 22-36
After feeding the large crowd, Jesus made the disciples get into a boat and go to the other side of the sea. There, Jesus leaves the boat and goes up the mountain to be alone with God. Meanwhile the disciples remain out on the sea between the crowd on one side and Jesus on the other. The sea grew unsettled and the disciples grew nervous and on edge in the night. Consider this as our condition and status all so often as ones claiming to be disciples of Jesus.
In the midst of the the darkness and turmoil, Jesus comes across the water to assure his disciples that all is well. Instead, they grow more afraid, seeing him as a ghost and not real. Peter then gets the courage to accept Jesus' invitation and walk out on the sea toward him, and for a brief moment he succeeds. But then a gust of wind comes, the slightest of distractions and discomforts, and he once again falters, sinking into the sea, focused more on it than the Lord.
We hear so much about the "crisis" in the Church and in the world. It is the constant perseveration of rival camps who use the "crisis" to their political and financial advantage. But, like this Gospel scene, the "crisis" is of our own making. Had we joined the Lord on the mountain we would be at peace. Had we focused on him at the boat all would be well. But we do not because, in a perverse way, we prefer the "crisis", we prefer being adrift at sea. Today, however, is a day for us to prefer the peace of the Lord.