Gospel: John 4: 43-54
Jesus is frustrated. He has a lot of people following him, but he is not really sure their faith is in the proper place. Are they following him because they are truly transformed and want to live a life of love and mercy for others? Or are they following him merely to see more signs and miracles? In short, is their faith really in God, or is it rather in the signs?
Jesus has this thought because he knows well the history of his people. When they saw great signs in Egypt and in the desert their loyalty to God was strong. But when the signs were not present, or when difficulty and challenges appeared, they immediately began to grumble and turn away from God. This constant vacillation between faith and disbelief, between signs and struggle, leads us to wonder just where their faith - and our own - really resides.
Jesus is looking ahead. He sees the large crowds now, but where will they be when they hear something challenging? Where will they be when they see him arrested and crucified? Where will we ourselves be in such times? Faith is like love - it is there through thick and thin, in good times and bad, sickness and health, richer or poorer. If it is not, then it is not faith, it is not love. Today is a day to take stock of our faith and love.